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~DarkenedWorld:iconDarkenedWorld:

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  • Female/United States
  • Offline for 18w 1d 18h 35m 38s
  • Deviant since Jan 18, 2004, 3:09 PM
  • 57 Deviations
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  • 542 Deviation Comments
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My GodWhy is it that every time i see you...  it hurts so bad when you leave.  I've tryed to tell myself that i didnt love you anymore,  but i do.  Everytime we hug,  i wish and pray that you will hold on forever.  I see you play hard to get  
and it hurts...  why dont you see?  why dont you care?  I promised myself that i was done crying over boys' petty shit,  but for some reason i dind you as the only exception.  i hold back tears everytime we touch.  i wish you could see the way i talk about you,  like your god.  I'd tell you,  you were the best thing to ever happen My God
in Typographical on 9/22/05
If Only...I cant believe Im actually crying.  How do you make me care about you so much?  To the point where it hurts to breathe and all i can do is cry.  Im so scared to care about you this much,  how do I know if im safe?  Can you promise me my hearts not going to break?  Do you even see chances of us?  you and me?  Or do i have to stick with dreaming?  I never could see me caring about someone as much ever again.  This hurts so bad.  I dream about you,  and awake crying to see your not there.  Im scared to be with anyone else because I can only thin...  What if you and i were to e If Only...
in Typographical on 7/4/05
I wasBroken-  I was.  Terrified like you'd never believe.  I was scared of everyone and all sorts of emotions.  I say we started off too fast,  We should have let our friendship simmer a little longer.  Your a great friend-  I dont want to put our friendship in jeoprady.  I know I have someone now  but i know you wouldnt believe me if you heard me say...  I still care about you.  I just want to sit with you...  be your best friend...  and you be mine.  Hang out with you-  and know  theres no more hurt between us.  I was so scared thinking all guys were the same &n I was
in Typographical on 7/4/05
Till The EndI cant even tell what you want.  How do you expect me to stop caring?  Why cant I breathe a moment and not think of you?  Everything feels so out of place...  Cant you see?  Im dying not knowing if you love me too.  You say your not here to hurt me,  baby can you promise?  Im falling in love with you-  and that scares me so bad I cant eat or sleep.  I want to be tough and say screw you,  instead of cry.  Rumours are killing me softly,  I cant tell if they're real,  I cant tell if your real.  I love you...  and if i had to i'd run away from my own shelter to be wit Till The End
in Typographical on 7/4/05
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Journal Entry: Mon Oct 10, 2005, 4:14 PM
Wow...for some reason...i feel better. My weekend was boring as shit...until today. I got to hang out with Richard and it like totally made my day and my whole month. I got to see Drea too which was frickin awesome. And i got to meet Sam...cool. But yeah...I hadn't seen richard in 7 months or somewhere around there. There's a line that is drawn where going without seeing somone is just depressing. Everyone knows me and richard were best friends...yeah we went out but we were better friends then anything. And i missed that...and im glad now that i took the time..because i certainly did mature over those months and what not...so its all good...i got my friend back...Thank the lord. later all.
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: h311
  • Interests: writing, music, being with my friends, and the people that i love
  • Favourite movie: Girl Interrupted
  • Favourite band or musician: Slipknot
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Christal
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ariana
  • Favourite game: Any sort of racing game
  • Favourite cartoon character: Milk Chan
  • Personal Quote: As I close my eyes...I feel it all slipping away
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything with a great sharpness :)

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~DarkenedWorld:iconDarkenedWorld: Aug 10, 2005, 3:15:16 PM
sounds very cool...im down for it...i've missed you, i was reading letters you wrote from way back when...and i was like awww...lol so yeah

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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted


:headbang: ~*Omi*~ :headbang:
~SmD5-15:iconSmD5-15: Aug 10, 2005, 1:22:33 AM
'Sup again? (Sean)

Not gonna run away after all, just changing faces. See my new face? It's less blurry than my dark mask, I can see shit straight now.

So I'll keep in touch now, cool huh?

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"It takes an idiot to do cool things. That's why it's cool."
~DarkenedWorld:iconDarkenedWorld: Jul 21, 2005, 10:30:44 AM
thank you hunny! I love you and im glad that you were able to come to my party, it meant alot to me that you were there

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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted


:headbang: ~*Omi*~ :headbang:
~kinkylaughter:iconkinkylaughter: Jul 17, 2005, 9:49:13 PM
hey you in eight minutes it will be your bday
you'll be 16
happy birthday girlie!
~Broken-I-Cry:iconBroken-I-Cry: May 10, 2005, 6:35:33 PM
cancel that

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In order to attain, something of equal value must be lost, this is life's one and only truth...


~Put me back together, or separate the skins from bones, leave me all the pieces then you can leave me alone~
~Broken-I-Cry:iconBroken-I-Cry: May 10, 2005, 6:28:40 PM
hey u! you should call me sumtime! i'm in RR who know i might come see ya sumtime!!!


335-2027!! misss ya muchly !

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In order to attain, something of equal value must be lost, this is life's one and only truth...


~Put me back together, or separate the skins from bones, leave me all the pieces then you can leave me alone~
~DarkenedWorld:iconDarkenedWorld: Oct 29, 2004, 7:16:49 AM
hahah nice one nice one. lol...thas cool though

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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted


:headbang: ~*Omi*~ :headbang:
~my-pain:iconmy-pain: Oct 27, 2004, 7:50:23 AM
hang over is a negativecaptin!! ~salutes you~

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~monk3y & Sunshin3~
4 Ever
~lonlyangel7:iconlonlyangel7: Oct 13, 2004, 4:20:23 PM
OMI!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :hug: :blowkiss:

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During the day, at random times, thoughts of you fill my mind and
I picture that smile you give me and I swear for that one minute
I can barely breathe
:blackrose:
~DarkenedWorld:iconDarkenedWorld: Oct 8, 2004, 7:44:55 AM
ahhhh :screams n runs away:?! lol

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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted


:headbang: ~*Omi*~ :headbang:
~my-pain:iconmy-pain: Oct 8, 2004, 7:17:58 AM
RAWR!

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~monk3y & Sunshin3~
4 Ever
~DarkenedWorld:iconDarkenedWorld: Sep 16, 2004, 11:26:07 AM
has 1,003 pageviews


SWEET!!!!!!! im happy now. lol

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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted


:headbang: ~*Omi*~ :headbang:
~DarkenedWorld:iconDarkenedWorld: Sep 15, 2004, 10:34:45 AM
everything is fine i guess...now that you wroted to me. lol that made no sense but whatever you know what i mean, right? lol good to hear from you.

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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted


:headbang: ~*Omi*~ :headbang:
~my-pain:iconmy-pain: Sep 15, 2004, 6:50:49 AM
hey you! wassup! hope everything is fine!

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~monk3y & Sunshin3~
4 Ever
~lonlyangel7:iconlonlyangel7: Aug 29, 2004, 2:35:25 PM
hey omi! just wanted to stop by and say hey dude i miss you so much:'( well love ya lotz :hug:

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During the day, at random times, thoughts of you fill my mind and
I picture that smile you give me and I swear for that one minute
I can barely breathe
:blackrose:
~kinkylaughter:iconkinkylaughter: Jul 24, 2004, 5:20:41 PM
hey i dunno if you'll see this before i talk to you but im back in austin n so i walked over to your house and you werent there but the doors to richards room were inverted and i pushed the one w/ the door knob n it opened but the door knob was locked and so i reached in and unlocked it first n then locked it again and closed the door all the way...jus thought ya should know cuz it was kinda weird... =\
~kinkylaughter:iconkinkylaughter: Jul 23, 2004, 5:28:32 PM
hey omi! i dunno when yall are gonna see this...but im comin back to austin this weekend! so yea i think im stayin too! so find away to call me so i can go see you! k? cuz i dun wanna show up n you not be there even i jus might try if i get bored...anyways yea love ya lots get ahold of me!
~my-pain:iconmy-pain: Jul 9, 2004, 11:30:35 PM
see dat?? see page views 657-803??? yea? u do? thas mine!! i did dat!!! es mio!!!!!!!! mio i say!!!!!!!!



~waaaaan talmela!!!!!!!ohhh ohhhh ohh waantalameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee elaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!~


kick ass tymes

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:superman: i'll be yo superman :superman:
~my-pain:iconmy-pain: Jul 9, 2004, 10:43:01 PM
has 700 page views!!! lol gimmie sumthin for dat!! if you kno wat i mean heheheeh ;)




~WAN TALAMELA!!!!!!!! OHHH OH OH WAAAAAAN TALAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELAAAAAAAA AAA!!!~ LOL kick ass tymes omi!

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:superman: i'll be yo superman :superman:
~kinkylaughter:iconkinkylaughter: Jul 1, 2004, 4:30:23 PM
omihomiebolognamacaroni! look wat ariana made me do! haha she came up with the username too! hahaha well yea imma be watchin you! hahaha i like it ive got my eye on you! haha wat a coinkydink your avatar thingeymajigger is an eye...okay im done...jus help me figure this thingey out! haha
~my-soul:iconmy-soul: Jun 25, 2004, 11:02:58 AM
hey thanx hun for the fav ^.^ i appreciate it mucho grande..and mucho love mucho love :hug:

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Calvin : You can't just turn on creativity like a faucet. You have to be in the right mood.
Hobbes : What mood is that?
Calvin : Last-minute panic.

:mangapunksai: .::Ariana::. :mangapunksai:
~my-soul:iconmy-soul: Jun 21, 2004, 1:04:05 PM
dude...HOLA! lol...or in my case. ALOHA! "if i knew any more hawaiian i could continue that convo!" haha anywayz im bein a dork..just wanted to stop by and say hello! cuz its the cool thing to do. mucho love hun. lataz! :hug:

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Calvin : You can't just turn on creativity like a faucet. You have to be in the right mood.
Hobbes : What mood is that?
Calvin : Last-minute panic.

:mangapunksai: .::Ariana::. :mangapunksai:
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