

My GodWhy is it that every time i see you... it hurts so bad when you leave. I've tryed to tell myself that i didnt love you anymore, but i do. Everytime we hug, i wish and pray that you will hold on forever. I see you play hard to getMy God
and it hurts... why dont you see? why dont you care? I promised myself that i was done crying over boys' petty shit, but for some reason i dind you as the only exception. i hold back tears everytime we touch. i wish you could see the way i talk about you, like your god. I'd tell you, you were the best thing to ever happen


If Only...I cant believe Im actually crying. How do you make me care about you so much? To the point where it hurts to breathe and all i can do is cry. Im so scared to care about you this much, how do I know if im safe? Can you promise me my hearts not going to break? Do you even see chances of us? you and me? Or do i have to stick with dreaming? I never could see me caring about someone as much ever again. This hurts so bad. I dream about you, and awake crying to see your not there. Im scared to be with anyone else because I can only thin... What if you and i were to eIf Only...


I wasBroken- I was. Terrified like you'd never believe. I was scared of everyone and all sorts of emotions. I say we started off too fast, We should have let our friendship simmer a little longer. Your a great friend- I dont want to put our friendship in jeoprady. I know I have someone now but i know you wouldnt believe me if you heard me say... I still care about you. I just want to sit with you... be your best friend... and you be mine. Hang out with you- and know theres no more hurt between us. I was so scared thinking all guys were the same &nI was


Till The EndI cant even tell what you want. How do you expect me to stop caring? Why cant I breathe a moment and not think of you? Everything feels so out of place... Cant you see? Im dying not knowing if you love me too. You say your not here to hurt me, baby can you promise? Im falling in love with you- and that scares me so bad I cant eat or sleep. I want to be tough and say screw you, instead of cry. Rumours are killing me softly, I cant tell if they're real, I cant tell if your real. I love you... and if i had to i'd run away from my own shelter to be witTill The End
i miss ya.
Not gonna run away after all, just changing faces. See my new face? It's less blurry than my dark mask, I can see shit straight now.
So I'll keep in touch now, cool huh?
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"It takes an idiot to do cool things. That's why it's cool."
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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted
you'll be 16
happy birthday girlie!
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"I know what its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you cant. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."~Girl Interrupted
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